You would think I’m burnt out on posting every day for a month after VEDA (Vlog Every Day in August) and then National Blog Posting Month (which just ended yesterday), but I’m at it again! This time it’s on the daily in December for #reverb10, where bloggers reflect on 2010 and manifest what’s next. Click on the badge below to learn more.
December 1: One Word
Encapsulate the year 2010 in one word. Explain why you’re choosing that word. Now, imagine it’s one year from today, what would you like the word to be that captures 2011 for you?
(Author: Gwen Bell)
2009 was kind of in disarray for me. I was disillusioned by my work situation and running haggard. I quit my job in the depths of a recession without a job lined up. After which, I visited San Francisco with Alan and Boston to see bestie. I scrambled for another job and was unemployed for 5 months. I got certified to become a middle school biology teacher that cost me over 1000 dollars to attain but then couldn’t bring myself to apply to teaching jobs. I was occupationally unfocused. I had a falling out with a couple of friends that affected a wider circle of friends. I had a lot of highs and many great memories but the ride was bumpy and emotionally I felt very unsettled.
2010 was all about centering myself. I’m more at peace in my relationships. I’m more at peace with myself. I recouped the savings I spent while unemployed. I did not travel anywhere to save that money. I’ve had more time to sit and be with by myself which was a luxury I did not give myself in 2009. The alone time allowed me to read almost double the books I read in 2009, keep a cleaner and more organized home, write more letters to my long distance loves, and create more. I prioritized my true friends and stopped wasting as much time with the acquaintances. All of which had a centering affect on my soul. The unease of 2009 has dissipated and I’m feeling grounded.
In 2011, I want to try my hands on more instead of idly daydreaming. I want to knock on more doors and set more things in motion. Maybe I’ll fall into something fantastic.